Hi Everyone, New to this site so give me a little while to get into the hang of things.
Sometimes i wish growing up I had paid a little more attention to the voice in my head or been brave enough to pursue the real things that mattered to my heart.
How i wish I had spoken up when the chance presented itself, maybe today, I'd be doing the real things I love. Can you really tell or judge the true character of a person's heart? Can the naked eyes see the true qualities and gifts a person presents in situations not documented by what cooperate human resources say?
I sometimes dream of traveling to distant far lands, working for, creating new things, developing and enhancing the everyday lives of people less fortunate than myself, but rather what am I doing here, sitting behind a desk staring at the same four walls day in day out. Sometimes I wonder.
Dont you just hate it when you have so much ideas in your head, How you wish you could just click your fingers and magically do something or be somewhere, but in reality it isn't that simple? when it comes to putting things into action how easy can one say it is.
I am in a job that I have no complete interest in anymore. Everyday i wake up and think when will these people i work for and communicate with realize I am a fraud, a person not true himself. Would it be easier to say ''I quit'' than face the uncertainties of what lies tomorrow?
How easy is it, I ask you? to change completely one's job, one's career and just look the other way, How easy is it to pick up a new talent or a skill or to develop one's ability to think beyond one's imagination.
If i could do anything in the world, what would I do? But the problem i see everyday, is that chances do not show it self, neither do people have time to listen or care.
I need a new change of mind, I need a new job, Who out there is willing to give me a chance, who out there is willing to talk to me and put me on the right path.
In this life I have come to realize is that all it takes is one chance. One opportunity.
I rest....till another time....